What would I be?

Seems like a very long time ago in fact feels almost unreal that I had once participated in the National beauty contest of our country and was selected amongst the top 9 girls! Life was all about looking good, feeling good and taking care of my own myself...felt like 'big' responsibility at that time. Sometimes I wonder "What if I had won that contest, what if I had pursued my modelling career seriously ...what would I be...what would I be?